Time to Start Writing Again

Here I am, the last week of summer break before school starts back up, Gregory enters his freshman year of high school and life gets crazy again.
I feel this need to begin writing again. Something has been missing for a long time and I think this might be what it is. The daily venting of my crazy, wonderful life.

I was in bed and sleeping by 10 p.m. so I could get up early tomorrow morning and get some productive things done before it's time to go help Mary weed her gardens at the rental. Now it's nearly 3:00 a.m. and I'm sitting here, wide awake. I could be doing dishes but the guys downstairs sleep right below the kitchen so it's not the best idea to make a bunch of noise this time of night.

I'm feeling all antsy and anxious lately and I don't know why. I wish I did. Maybe I am just too bored and need to be crazy busy again to take this feeling away. I hate it.

I've been having this urge to start dating again and I have no idea where to begin. It isn't a natural process for me, but what I do naturally is push men far away from me that they don't walk, they run far away. Usually it's after they say something super inappropriate though. Maybe I need to change my style. I dunno.

Time for me to go to bed again after another drink of water. I'll see if I can get a little shut eye.